In My Head Lyrics

Im tryin to find my way
i think that i'm living alone
well i got something to say
and we will always be the same
even though we constantly change
fuck lovers i hate this shit
it only hurts now
just another relationship that doesnt work out
fuck it im atheist
now let the word out
fall in love with a crazy bitch
your heart will burn out
blood pressure bubbles up
what the fuck i feel stuck
i cannot touch another one of these anti depressants
man this cant be the message
somebody hand me a lesson
cuz im standin and stressin
when i'm plannin my death in
this might be the last minute
that i stand on this planet
look at me stranded im panic and manic cant understand it
my life is a manic depressant
but i managed to stand it
until i land in the hamptons imma stand in the damage
so i gotta calm my nerves and take a deep breath
cuz i will never learn if i take each step
cuz im feeling stronger now
feeling stronger now
days pass and i wonder on
im tryin to find my way
i thing i'm living alone
well i got something to say
and we will always be the same
even though we constantly change
there aint a way to fade away so take away the razor blades
it aint safe to say to make you pain
will take the pain away
theres blatant ways to change the page
and everybody hates to say it
but you gotta tame the rage
you been sayin
you aint gonna make it
oh its hard i know that its hard
you cant trust no one and your covered in scars
theres knives in my back with my friends names on them
we try to relax but the pain keeps runnin
im outta the track while we try to stay on them
you lied in the past while we remained honest
we tired of this crap were just tryin to make dollars
we grind for this cash while you try to hate on us
everywhere i go i know they wanna fight me
even though they dont know me they dont like me
they think that im terrified i just hold my head up high
if they wanna fuck with me just know that imma let em try
days pass and i wonder on
im tryin to find my way
i think that im living alone
well i got something to say
and we will always be the same
even though we constantly change
these words will break that(broke that)
i will not live this down
these words will break that
i will not live this down
i bet you wanna know what i'm feelin like
while im sitting here spinning these rhymes
well if you wanna know what im feeling like
i feel like im the best of my time
i took my heart and i locked it up in a safe
with a straight face and threw away the key
now that i know my heart is in a safe place
theres not a single thing that you can do to me
days pass and i wonder on
im tryin to find my way
i think that im living alone
well i got something to say
and we will always be the same
even though we constantly change
you have everything that you need
its in your arms
its in your arms
your arms

(Thanks to Holly for these lyrics)