In My Own Mind Lyrics

You couldn't leave me a single beat of my heart
You started looking for ends when there was no start
And even when you would lie, at least you cared
But now you don't even bother or try to pretend...
Or defend...

Need I, shouldn't I be leaving?
Lost myself in my own mind,
Got my eyes but
Lately I've been feeling like I'm breaking
Wonder why it took so long
Why am I still holding on to you?

'Cause you're nothing...

There's nothing that you don't claim or see,
And with one look of your eyes,
I can't be me
You tell me: bow my head down,
That's what I do,
I wonder: how long will you keep twisting the truth...
Of you?

Need I, shouldn't I be leaving?
Lost myself in my own mind,
Got my eyes but
Lately I've been feeling like I'm breaking
Wonder why it took so long
Why am I still holding on to you?

You are nothing...
You are nothing...
Only something that breaks my mind in two...

Need I, shouldn't I be leaving?
Lost myself in my own mind,
Got my eyes but
Lately I've been feeling like I'm breaking
Wonder why it took so long
Why am I still holding on to you?

And maybe I never will see clearly
Broken all the mirror's glass
Still I see you laugh
And I try to wake up slowly
This is taking far too long,
But why am I still holding on to you?