Inside Of Me Lyrics

Inside of me Everybody thinks I'm Alina, which is ever in good mood, which hasn't any problems, any Worries.She needn't much Care , because she's happy, the whole day.But shall I tell you something? I'm not Alina, which I seems to be.I've feelings,I've a heart.My heart can broken,too.I always haven't good mood.You haven't notice, because when I'm sad I retire.But noone notice it.Everybody thinks that I'd doanything.Everybody thinks I'm strong, but I'm very weak in my soul. Have you ever ask How I'm really?How it looks inside of me? Do you really know who I am ?I'm not the funny contentedly Alina.No, I'm very alone inside of me.I'm missing Care.I'm sad. Chorus 2 mal: I seem to be strong happily and contentedly but I'm alone and fragile in my soul. You say, you know me exactly, do you really know who I am ? I'm very fragile, I can hardly get up, with the heavy load in my heart.You can't do everything with me.I dare hardly breathe out because I'm afraid that I'm made something wrong.Do you understand?I need your help,You must take the Load in my heart away.Please, don't think I'm silly. I'm just afraid of Opening myself, because I'm afraid of Disspointing and Hurting. Do you know, I was hurt and dissponted before and therefore I know the terrible pains. I'm afraid of feeling these pains again. Chrorus 2mal Do you think I'm crazy?Do you retire now because you wouldn't like to live with really Alina? Do you take distance of me now only because I've opened myself?Do you retire as the other ones? All of you said you want to help me but in reality you take distance of me? I don't understand.Now you retire but you wanted to know what's wrong with me?And now you take distance, what shall I think about this? Think about this ... Chorus 2mal Oh please, think about this...