Internally Bleeding Lyrics

Yeah

Yeah

Ey yo the things I have seen in life
Will make you choke by surprise
Like an aborted fetus in a jar that opened its eyes
Provoking my demise will leave your spirit broken inside
Like the feeling of fifty million people hoping you die

And niggas wonder why my heart is full of hatred in anger
Cuhz some bitch killed my first born son with a coat hanger
I strangeled out the pain until my soul was empty and cold
Crippled and worthless so I thought it could never be sold

My mother told me that placing my faith in god was the answer
But then I hated god cuhz it gave my mother cancer
Killing her slow like the feds did to the black panthers
The genesis of genocide is like a pagan religion
Carefully hidden woven into the holidays of a Christian

I had a vision of nuclear holocaust on top of me
And this is prophecy the words that I speak from my lungs
The seven head of John the Baptist speaking in tongues

Like Che Guevara my soliloquy speak to a gun
Pain in slow motion like trees that reach for the sun
Nigga the preaching is done
cuhz I don't got a D.J. like reverend Run

I curse the life of any man who kills but never in ones
I never asked to be the messenger but I was chosen
To speak the words of every African slave dumped in the ocean
Stolid by America tortured, buried, and frozen
Written out of the history books your children are holdin'

Internally bleedin' cold blooded stripped of emotion
I go to the motions but there's no life in my eyes
It's like I'm hooked up to a respirator waiting to die
Hooked up to the fucken jail waiting to fry

Soon an electrocution currently used in my execution
Producing thoughts at the speed of light burnin' confusion
I'm loosing my sight, breathing is tight, the evening is white
I made my peace with the lord and now I stand on his right.

Death is another part of life, life, life

These are my last words
I'm havin' difficulty breathing
Dying on the inside internally bleeding
Angel of death draggin' me away while I'm sleeping
Watching my world tremble in front of me searching for meaning

These are my last words
I'm havin' difficulty breathing
Dying on the inside internally bleeding
Angel of death draggin' me away while I'm sleeping
Watching my world tremble in front of me searching for meaning

(Thanks to Angela for correcting these lyrics)