It finally starts to bend Lyrics

I want you to be my one and only love
by killing me this our precious never dies
make me cry pull the trigger and let me go
i want you to be my one and only lust

Alone in church praying for a healer to my wounds
dark thoughts these shadows are my victories

im praying for you and im crying for myself
im dying so soon help me dont leave me alone
this ball and chain on my neck it finally starts to bend
this ball and chain on my neck and finally...

Those beasts are tearing our souls apart and our hearts apart
wanting to stall my only love and the lust...