Jackal In Your Mind Lyrics

I?m sick and tired of love troubles I?ve searched my whole life to find my perfect world And then when she shows I realise we come from different worlds Her with her money She?s never had to work for anything at all And me I was born to work for each and everything I own She say pack all your troubles and leave me I say the argument?s over now everything?s fine but I feel like a jackal! She says silver bells and pretty clothes they often make me smile But nobody could afford the way you held me and kissed my mouth goodbye I wanted to trust you but now you don?t trust me You swear that you need me all of the time But I know I?m a jackal in your mind I?m sick and tired of love?s sorrows Facing all the things that I really want to hide The child in me grows, it lives its life and feeds on my insides Never showing, it never had a chance to see a happy time My parents it seems were hellbent on destroying all my pride They say pack all your troubles get outta here I say I can?t bring my friends round I?m scared what they?ll find And they?ll think I?m a jackal She says silver bells and pretty clothes they often make me smile But nobody could afford the very first time we met and you said hi I wanted to kiss you and I wanted you to kiss me All those moments long lost in time But now I?m just a jackal in your mind