Jesus Are You Real Lyrics

jesus are you real did we make you up is salvation what you want or is faith enough do you know where i?m bound do you know who i am are you just a word i use when i don?t understand standing like a statue in the sea in a little truck stop in tennessee bombs are crashing down in waves on a giant tv screen and i am struck i cannot move to make it stop what can i do people are dying in their beds while this flag flies over our heads jesus are you stronger than a loaded gun i?m beginning to believe you?re not the only one strong enough to show your love strong enough to give strong enough to go through hell strong enough to live all night long i sat with you in a darkened hospital room nurses checked in by the hour i was made aware of a higher power and how this fragile life we live is not ours to keep but ours to give what in the world am i gonna do if anything should happen to you all i do is doubt you god all is do is love you god all i do is question you what else can i do this world was never solid ground all i do is search for you what else can i do and when i say i search for you i mean i search for peace i search for hope i search for love and one day release jesus my life does not feel the same new things happen every day things i can?t explain but i am not a man of faith i?m a man of truth but is this feeling in my heart is this feeling proof when you do not know you know and when you know you do not know and when you think you do you die and when you do do not think you grow are we left here in the dark or are we left here in the light it seems to me that both are true and it?s up to us to know what?s right all i do is doubt you god all is do is love you god all i do is question you what else can i do this world was never solid ground religion cannot help me now all i do is search for you what else can i do and when i say i search for you i mean i search for peace i search for hope i search for love and one day release god give me strength to accept the things that i just cannot know and even when i lose control i will not let you go