Khalil Pt.1 Lyrics

Khalil, my brother
I'm so happy I got to know you
It's an honor to say that I was your friend
I had met you through Javi and through TJ
When they brought you to my apartment in Tampa

We were playing
Drinking games on the coffee table
And you threw up cause you weren't used to the way it felt
You were embarrassed, and I told you that it was okay
And at least it didn't get on the carpet and then we laughed

But who would've thought
That we would get to meet that way
And that slowly get to see each other much more
And I would drive
About 20 minutes each way
Just to pick you up and have you in my house

You would sleep in
On my green littlе Ikea futon
About twice to maybe 5 timеs a week
And I didn't mind

For I had loved you
For your kindness and genuine compassion
For your smile and your dumb little jokes
And the way you were there

And when I'd cry about the past
Like how fucked up I got from graham
You would get me and help me to move on to what's next
I'd be there always to hear you out
With my open arms and maybe some food
While you let it out

I can’t forget you
Even if I tried
Even if I’m tired
And I fade out
And I wishI did more
Wish I could’ve seen
All the fucking signs
When I left town
I won’t forget you
Even if I lose, even if I can’t
Remember myself
And I wish I knew more
Wish I could’ve stayed
Would’ve been around
To help you out

I will honor
You the only way I know how
By just doing the things that made you had known me for
Khalil mon frere
I will miss you for all of my life
And will carry out this guilt
Until the day I die