Late September Lyrics

it's late september
i'm walking down that lonely road
i thought i'd only have to walk alone so far
and i remember being told it's over so many times it's over
oh how i wish i could hold on to me
as i lay awake so much i could say
but instead i think
i know i've made mistakes
and don't know how they're made
i count on you to know what i mean when i don't know
it's strange that i feel like i am so much older
than i was the other day
you learn things and move on
it's strange that i feel like there's so much behind me
could someone please remind me that i'm young?
oh please hold
and you seem so far away
the way that i know you would never be the one to show it
and i never really know if you'll be the one to show it
and i'll never really know if you'll be the one for me