Leaving January In January Lyrics

needed to pick something up
so i dropped you off
somewhere in january
to play my life up to
an imaginary fame
kissing hands while falling down
sweeping floors while kids design their fortunes
i'm leaving in january
hoped to see something brilliant
looking only through glasses
tried to be someone new
only watching others
too many sunrises deep into us
i almost forgot what i was dedicated to
spring cheer and i'm missing
what it's like to miss you