Left Inside Lyrics

today's the day i throw
everything away and start things all over
but i'm uncomfortably sober
one more day one more score
one more walk to the store
i live two lives
one is locked away
and the other lives outside
carry me to where i need to be
rescue me
reunite me with my true family

everyone tells me these days
who you think you are
its time to change your ways
dude you got me confused with jalopy
do what the fuck i feel
like you can't stop me
hypocrite shocked
when i caught you off guard
now you're paying us fat
to play in your back yard
who's got the grin
now who's tearing
through all the boundaries
it's far from over
its ready to begin
one more raw set for true soup crew
bring it around again

this is all i need
it's everything i long to be
if you could reach inside
you'd find i've left nothing behind
so play it back for me again
it's the only thing i need
if you could see my eyes
you'd see what's left inside of me

there's no way to take my soul
cuz i reside on my own zion
i heard the liar speak again
after retiring me as friend
and he said
hey everything you do is bright
hey me and you we still tight
fight to get each others back still right

wrong
we could never get along after you changed
turn your back on me
and acting way too strange
if you want to be a part of something true
recover from having nothing
find out what happened to you
and start from the end
then bring it back around again

this is all i need
it's everything i long to be
if you could reach inside
you'd find i've left nothing behind
so play it back for me again
it's the only thing i need
if you could see my eyes
you'd see what's left inside of me