Life Reversed Lyrics

(Verse)
In a fresh lamborghini , 2 white bitches in the back
Hollywood life, cheat on my wife
Thinking back I used to be nice
Blinded by the glamoring ice wish I could go back for a night
Made a hell of a price to make it I'm so surrounded by fakeness
All the nights I spend chasing never thought I would regret it
Headed to the point of no return
Made it big so I know it burn
Lesson learned, stand out like bad perm
First I'll turn more than hurt
Wasn't there to see my beautiful lil girl
Feel the need of her, drugs got my mind in a twirl
Plus the charges got me back
Tryin to pitch somebody's armies
Where I couldn't kill the fly
Guess this fame comes with a price
Never thought I would regret blowin up over night

(Hook)
Can't believe how I've changed so much
Looking back, looking back, looking back
Can't believe how I've changed so much
Looking back, looking back, looking back
I'm looking back

(Verse)
Get up early in the morn' start writing up a story
Outside makes it warm but I never go outdoors
Used to shoot hoops now I try to ball in the booth
Told 'em all I'ma get it, make sure my doubters regret it
Got big dreams, like a fellon sleeping became a giant hard headed
Like a bull with a heart of a lion,
But still the shy type if the staging get nervous
Asking God what's my purpose trying to make as me
While I chase this dream but it seems everything
That I chase don't want me , growing up wasn't confident
Maybe I had to do some of the things that my father said
Try my best but I guess it's better to settle for less
Life is too complex , every day feel depressed
If I don't make it in music I prefer to be dead
Ice blood shot red higher than a dread
Too many visions from my past
So my broke ass gotta blow fast

(Hook)
Can't believe how I've changed so much
Looking back, looking back, looking back
Can't believe how I've changed so much
Looking back, looking back, looking back
I'm looking back