Like I Always Lyrics

Well now its july and i feel kind of different
I struggle to try, but I crafted the distance
I am a creature of habit and sickness
Patterns disguised as my mind repetitions

Oh when it comes back
Left for dead, left for dead
C'mon, don't react
It'll pass, it'll pass
Now that I don't have to run
Will I jump the gun?
Like I always do?
Like I always do?

I know that I'm so complicated
Faulty system broken [?] into the cadence

Lost in fear, I was placed in the layers separated
Will I face it, will I face it?
Chaos is an understatement
[?] star in [?]
I hesitate, I'm runnin' late, I'm runnin' late
Run into the maze escaping
This is not the place I made
[?]

Oh when it comes back
Left for dead, left for dead
C'mon, don't react
It'll pass, it'll pass
Now that I don't have to run
Will I jump the gun?
Like I always do?
Like I always do?

Oh when it comes back
Left for dead, left for dead
You didn't deserve it
[?]
And all of this talkin' is makin' you nauseous
All the attempts you've exhausted
You're overfilled with precaution
You haven't had an other option
But I think you've got it
And I need you
(Oh, I need you)

Freaky, unobservant, lazy
Missin' all the skills to say it
Shootin' in the dark, just aiming
Strangled by the elevation
Runnin' from the desparation
Lookin' for an explanation