Like This Lyrics

How can I be pretty when I'm shaking like this
How can I be standing when you break me like this
How can I be eating when it's smelling like this

And I go back and forth and back again
I keep myself busy
My room is itty-bitty
Being busy makes me high
So I walk from my chair to the foot end of my bed
While I amble up and down between the levels in my head

I gobble a pomelo
Spit the bitter stones out
My body go tremolo
Never did sexy
Boys at my corner
They get ready to infect me

So I'm shaking like this cause I'm angst like a dove
When I'm aching like this then I got to take it off
And I got to pull the blinds up
Pull my pants down
Peel another pomelo
Peel away the frown

I gobble a pomelo
Spit the bitter stones out
My body go tremolo
Never did plenty
Leave my scent in bed so he can wake up and whiff me

How can I be pretty when I'm shaking like this
How can I be standing when you break me like this
How can I be eating when it's smelling like this

Yes, I went knocking on his door with my bag full of money
Why he turn away
When I'm giving him my money
And I walked from my chair to the doorstep of his home but he doesn't want my company
He'd rather be alone

So I gobble a pomelo
Spit the bitter stones out
My body go tremolo
Hypothetical diseases
Complicate the easy
Break a heart into pieces

So I'm shaking like this cause I'm angst like a
When I'm aching like this then I got to take a
And I got to pull the blinds up
Pull my pants down
Peel another pomelo
Peel away the frown

How can I be pretty when I'm shaking like this
How can I be standing when you break me like this
How can I be eating when it's smelling like this