Like Toy Soldiers Lyrics

Step by step, heart to heart,
left right left, we all fall down...

Step by step, heart to heart
Left, right, left, we all fall down
Like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart
We never win but the battle wages on
For toy soldiers

I'm supposed to be the soldier
Who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders,
I ain't never supposed to show it
My crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means going toe to toe with a Benzino
It don't matter

I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle
'Less I absolutely have to, I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever does pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em

That Ja shit, I tried to squash it
It was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't cross, and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song
And I just lost it it was crazy
The shit went way beyond some Jay Z and Nas shit

And even though the battle is won, I feel like we lost it
I spent so much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it
I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip hop for, it's not why I got in it

That was never my object, for someone to get killed
Why would I want to destroy something I helped build?
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions were good
I went through my whole career without ever mentioning

And that was just outta respect, for not running my mouth
And talking about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth

While he's all over TV
Down-talking the man who literally saved my life
Like, fuck it, I understand
This is business, and this shit just isn't none of my business
I'm still knowing this shit could pop off at any minute, ‘cause…

Step by step, heart to heart
Left, right, left we all fall down
Like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart
We never win but the battle wages on
For toy soldiers

There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme and
Wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated
‘Cause once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated it ain't just words no more, is it?

It's a different ball game
You call names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him
Kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it, he wasn't gonna go after him

Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how he stabbed him
Fuck it, "50, smash him! Mash him and let him have it!"
Meanwhile my attention's pulled in another direction
Some receptionist at the Source
Who answers phones at his desk

Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his resurrection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up, ‘cause one of the ways I came up,
Was through that publication
The same one that made me famous

Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'?
Well, fuck it, that mothafucka could get it too, fuck him then!
But I'm so busy being pissed off, I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc

And he's inherited mine, which is fine
Ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us

And maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in the chorus
To show 'em we love 'em back
And let them know how important it is
To have Runyon Avenue soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is

But I ain't tryin' to have none of my people hurt or murdered
It ain't worth it, I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Than to just say that I love y'all too much to see the verdict
I'll walk away from it all 'fore I let it go any further

But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willing to be the bigger man if y'all can quit poppin'
Off at your jaws, well, then I can
‘Cause frankly I'm sick of talkin'.
I'm not going to let someone else's coffin rest on my conscience, ‘cause…

Step by step, heart to heart
Left, right, left we all fall down
Like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart
We never win but the battle wages on
For toy soldiers