Living The Wasted Life Lyrics

Is this what's left of me?

I sense the kiss,
It's coming on,
Assess the risk between us,
My fall,
I pray for something,
A quick demise,
Substance to substitute a restless mind,
Call the doctors,
Call the gods,
You can't call anyone to save me now,
Weak is the one who crawls,
Lives life behind a wall,
The only question here is why can't I ever...

Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel

Is this what's left of me?
Debilitated life?
Look back and see nothing but myself wasted,
This is what's left of me,
What's left will be destroyed,
If it ever ending,
My self hatred?

I am the cancer,
I am the cause,
I have the devil sitting on my left shoulder,
In this regression,
I'm looking for,
Just some attention,
So don't keep me waiting,
Without direction,
Spreads the fault,
Searching for something just a little less caustic,
Sirens that sing their song,
Seems life is just too long,
I'll follow them and wonder "Why can't I ever feel?"

Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel