Lonely Life Lyrics

(chorus) why dont u feel the way I want u t0 I always thought that u would be so tru now everytime I look into your eyes me minus u is such a lonely life (1st verse) do u miss me like I miss u remember I promised u the world foreva your man foreva my girl now mama always told me there be days like this when I would reminse on them games I used to play so I got what was giving she left me my only reason for living a year ago I was floating on a day dream today im just a love feind stuck on blackstreet sick for a fix your candy coated lipstick bubble gum kisses that were blown in the wind and never end do u remember that I gave u love and my reality me n u agianst the world all odds agianst us shame we started playin silly little mind games and filled hugs and kisses reach for a broken truth and all I have to say to u is simply this u lied to me baby whyd u have to lie to me (chorus) im sittin in the dark thinkin how much i loved u como te quiero what I wouldnt do 4 u and memories of those days habrasos y besos huggs n kisses many people never meet that 1 and if u leave ill be another 1 otra persona dying inside having no pride please tell me why in the middle of the night taking all my dreams todos mis suenos everything I need so watch a grown man cry cuz this is what it sounds like when a soul dies I dedicate this song to u uh uh I dedicate my life to u cuz theres in this world that I need more than to be by your side foreva more (chorus) how can I live with myself sometimes I wonda reachin out was my love not good enough its so rough to figure out doubts of arguments regrets so deep agian in between then agian it ended not to begin why girl nuthin for what I was the envy of a youngster loving everything but doing you wrong so many nights of making love thanking my lord above for your passonite touch passionte such but to much was more to deal with I took your love for granted and didnt feel it but still its all myne for messing up sometimes its kinda hard to keep a line of solid trust and quiet lust I know its not enough to be in the purpose of being in it for us girl so as they say we play to get played and deal with it day to day but im sorry (chorus)