Long Before Now Lyrics

it seems so strange that i still hold you dear...
it was never meant to be this way and i'm wrong...
i was forced to watch you walk away...
saw things in a different light for a change...

and if i wanted it so, and if i wanted it so bad...
i would've spoke my mind long before now...

i think back to all the times we've shared...
walked through darker times than this by your side...
it's just the simple things that i fear...fearing a desolate existance all alone...

i hope that things will never changebut things don't always stay the same...
never will, never will again...
we were walking hand in hand looking for a dream that never ends...
never will, never will again...
you were wishing for the best but I never meant to feel this way...
never will, never will again...
i never meant to feel this way...