Losing/Return Lyrics

I'll cry on the bus as i make my escape
Your hands in mine, the regret comes too late
Selfish of me to wish the sky would erupt
In thunder and lightning, would that be enough

To halt, your discovery

You won't recognise me in a few months
I'm sure i'll be capsized, failing in the hunt
For anything to refrain, from ruining you
I'm so proud of you, that at least is true

To aid, your return to me

Blessed imagery, but i've no capacity
To ever really want to be, anywhere at all

To go, away somewhere soon
To halt, your discovery
To aid, your return to me