Madding Crowd Lyrics

I stand apart from the madding crowd Never felt so far away till tonight I'm left in awe of the crowd mentality So foreign to one like me Never been one to fit in Isolated existence I've had Won't explain myself to you Time ago I wished for a generic life So plain and vanilla - no thinking required In a delusion where everything is fine And everything will be better soon That fake exterior slowly crushed me inside Realized I can't ignore what's meant to be Escaped into solitude to save my sanity Far from the madding crowd