Manic Depressive Lyrics

In my mind's eye, you throw wickedness at me.
I'm just a toy to you,
I bring no real joy to you. (Oh!)
The way I see it, you don't want me here no more,
You want a hole in my forehead and blood pouring on the floor.
â??Cause I'm so dirty,
Fuckin' dirty and shoddy.
I want up out of this body,
That's hated by everybody.
Sometimes I don't know why,
I continue to try.
It's so much easier to die,
Than to get by...
And to get by...
And to get by...
And to get by...

(Crow squawking)
If I'm gonna die, I'm taking you with me,
Get you and get me, we can be bloody.
If I'm gonna fly,(if I'm gonna fly) I'm gonna succeed, (succeed)
Take you and get me, we can be bloody.
Sometimes I don't know why,
I continue to try.
It's so much easier to die,
Than to get by...
and to get by...
and to get by...

(Than to get by...Than to get by...Than to get by...Than to get by...)
I-I-I-I-I-I don't wanna leave my house,
Don't wanna open my mouth.
Don't wanna read my mail,
Don't wanna meet with pals.
I don't wanna fuck shit up,
Don't wanna fuckin' get up.
Don't wanna take up space,
Don't want your time to waste.
I-I-I-I don't wanna fight this back,
Just wanna fade to black.
Don't wanna turn to faith,
Or wanna burn at stakes.
I don't wanna build my life,
I wanna bloody my knife.
Don't wanna grab the phone,
Don't wanna leave this room.
I-I-I-I don't wanna talk with you,
I'm fuckin' stalkin' you.
Don't wanna fix myself,
I wanna nix myself.
I-I-I-I don't wanna try to change,
Just wanna fry my brains.
Don't wanna slow shit down,
I wanna throw shit around.
I-I-I-I don't wanna run nowhere,
Don't want no one to care.
Don't want another crack at it,
I'd rather be a crack addict.
I don't wanna look for help,
Don't wanna help myself.
I-I-I-I don't wanna even try,
To get by...
To get by...

And to get by...and to get by...and to get by...and to get by...

Such a good boy

When the birds are singing,
The sun shines that much more.
My tears..(Chopping sound)
Shaggy: WOOO HOOO! Did see that shit J, one swing and it came right the fuck off.
Violent J: She didn't even see you comin' dog.