Me Inside My Head Lyrics

Voices scream at me inside my head.
I've been hearing them all my life -
Never listened to what they said.
Sometimes they're soft and subtle,
Others keep me pacing all night,
And lately it seems to me
That they're conspiring to ruin my life.

One wants me to run away,
Another says fight on my own -
What happened to you?
What happened to me?
Thought we had a plan.
They never seem satisfied
With all of the things that I've done.
What happened to you?
What happened to me?
Thought we had a plan.
And every night I lay in bed,
With these monsters in my head.

I'm never alone,
They've finally crossed over that line,
Ready to detonate each time
I make a choice that matters.
This empty room,
It shudders for me with the sounds
Of a thousand hopes thrown down
A flight of stairs.

One wants me to run away,
Another says fight on my own -
What happened to you?
What happened to me?
Thought we had a plan.
They never seem satisfied
With all of the things that I've done.
What happened to you?
What happened to me?
Thought we had a plan.
And the ghosts of rage long dead
Whisper what I should have said.

And what if one day I find a voice within myself that doesn't care?
And after all this time the confusion and the shames no longer there.
So torn up, so hopeless, out on the precipice of sanity.
We're all jumping, I'm not listening.
It's not up to them its up to me.