Mental Scars Lyrics

I'm afraid to sleep,
Scared of the night,
I'm so paranoid,
everything's a fright

When I close my eyes,
Bad dreams take over,
I wake up screaming,
A cold sweat breaks out

It's just a mist,
All a blur,
I just see her,
Lying on the floor,
Stood above her,
Hate in his eyes,
He looks at me,
And says: she ain't dead son

The years have gone past,
Unforgiven,
For what he has done,
At the thought I cry

It's just a mist,
All a blur,
I just see her,
Lying on the floor,
Stood above her,
Hate in his eyes,
He looks at me,
And says: she ain't dead son

Why didn't she run?
Why didn't she hide?
Did she still love him?
Or was she too scared to leave?

It's just a mist,
All a blur,
I just see her,
Lying on the floor,
Stood above her,
Hate in his eyes,
He looks at me,
And says: she ain't dead son

Why didn't she run?
Why didn't she hide?
Why did I run?
Cos of me she died