My 19th Birthday Lyrics

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I spent my 19th birthday in the hospital
With my brother and my mum
And I know it sounds dumb but i felt like i lost it all
The pains compulsory, sufferings optional
Takeshi's castle, my life's got obstacles
I'm still dealing with a whole load of stress
I see my older brother so close to the edge
And that there put a hole in my chest
And then they tell you home's where the heart it
But i got a hole where my heart is
Because I let a hoe where my heart is
Never again, I had to tell her that we're better as friends
I never messaged again
Every message I send, ends up in the groupchat
'cos girls go and tell all their friends
It's one of many reasons why I ain't sending DMs

Look, I'm gonna keep this cake and I'm gonna eat this cake
That's why I'm living three lives i'm in GTA
I'm in Los Angeles driving a Mercedes and its funny because honestly I didn't think I'd see LA
Surprise birthday party I didn't see this cake, coming
I need this money like its EMA
You got to separate the rats from the G's if you can't handle cheese how the hell you gonna be a great


You think I'm playing any games?
Why do you think I talk about cars, woman and chains
On half of the songs I make, materialistic aims
Make me feel a way when I want it
When I got it, it don't ever feel the same
We got different types of problems
I'm getting corporate tax on this cash that I'm making
And at the same time I need to vanquish my pagans
If you think it's dead you're mistaken
I'm hot headed and dangerous
And still living in this matrix
All I wanna do is make my loved ones proud
In this year alone we made three hundred thousand
But my mum won't smile cos her son's on trial
We've got different types of problems