My Life In The Knife Trade Lyrics

How many times have I noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet?
From your judgment seat, I can feel your anger for my very being
Fill me in on when you became such a big part of my life
That i should bother with all your lies designed to bring me down
Wrong again
Don't depend on any reaction again

I remember the icy walls that shot up from nowhere
And i can see every lie you ever told yourself
You bleed me dry and i don't ask why
But i'm left with the dust
Judas kiss, i dismiss, thank you all for this
I am unjudged, I am

Wait again
I'm not through with the screaming
I contend
That you've got nothing better to do than
Trade my life for a barrel of gold
Find someone else before i get too old
If i live my life for aesthetic gain
Will you repay me with all your shame?

I can see every light inside your brain
Go on every time that i walk by for knives and whispers
Your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing
I'm lost beyond your petty stopwatch in life's real time, life's real

Wait again
I'm not through with the screaming
I contend
That you've got nothing better to do than
Trade my life for a barrel of gold
Find someone else before i get too old
If i live my life for aesthetic gain
Will you repay me with all your shame?

Don't get up
I was only leaving the room
When the door of your judgment
Swings back around again
Maybe i'll stop to watch your act
And i'll go on my way

I've seen quite enough of too many childish games
I'm ashamed of every moment that I ever gave them the time of day
All the worst of enemies are somehow always friends that used to be