My Nothing Lyrics

Everyone seems to have something
Everyone has got a cause
Why do I feel like I'm nothing
Like my life's been put on pause

I'm alone and you don't care
You're the asshole that was never there
Even when I tried to make time
All you did was feed me lies

I'm so sick of pretending
That I'm not really missing you
So now I'll admit my confession
I miss you but not the shit you put me through

Alone
No one to hear my angry cries
Abandoned
Smash up the place clear out my eyes
My nothing, my nothing

Now I am so goddamn happy
That you arent a part of my life
You were never there for me
To guide me and give me advice

Why should I make up to you
Everything you put me through
Now you wanna hear my voice
I say no I have no choice

You think I can just forgive
Something that is so damn big
You want me to change my way
But your the one that walked away

Alone
No one to hear my cries of pain
Abandoned
Break everything only in vain
My nothing, my nothing

You could've at least picked up the phone
To make me feel I'm not alone
I wouldn't have tried to stop you if I'd known
That all you ever did was tear apart this home

All I asked for was a birthday card
Did you remember or was it too hard
Do you even know who I am
I'm your failed prototype, your alien

I failed, because you failed on me
I live, but I still can't see
I'll die, don't wanna live for nothing
I cry, when I feel that I have lost something
Something

Alone
No one to hear my screams of torment
Abandoned
Tear down the walls just to let some anger vent
My nothing, my nothing
My nothing