Negative Pity Lyrics

I hate myself
Why would you look at me?
Fetal position
Why would you want me?
Never looked at me

I'm kind of friendly
Would you lend your ear to me?
I smell pretty nice
Would you come over to me?
Never listened to me

I'm not that bad
In a false negativity
I believe to be better
Greater than me
I'm nature's freak
But my words are convincing
Just give me a chance
Greater than me

These lenses are strong
How do I avoid those shinny things?
Turn away from me
Do you also blame your family?
Slightly look at me

Run and complain
Instead of looking it in the eye?
I think I'm disturbed
So fucking wrong? So fucking wrong?
Deserve your fingers at me

I'm not that bad
In a false negativity
I believe to be better
Greater than me
I'm nature's freak
But my words are convincing
Just give me a chance
Greater than me

'Cause all the things I believed,
that were so perfect.
That made me worthy
of anyone greater.
Are the things that I hate,
that I hate in you.
That I need to change,
need to get better.

And I want you to know,
that I lie to myself
and say that I hate me.
But attention I call
is looking for pity
For words of compasion
Cause I'm a freak.

I believe I'm a freak...
I believe I'm a freak...
I believe I'm a freak...

I am the perfect man.