Not Easy Lyrics

It's been three months since I heard your voiceI try to make myself believe that I made the right choiceIt's been three months since I thought about youI'm fooling myself, I can't live without youI'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleepIt's not easy being meIt's been three months since I felt your skinAnd all I can do is wait to touch it againIt's been three months since I heard you cryWhen we made love everything seemed all rightI'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleepIt's not easy being, it's not easy being, it's not easy being meI was fine for the momentBut for the last three months I've been brokenNow I can't face my fearsI'm running scaredIt's been three months since I've seen your smileIt's been some time since I smiled myselfIt's been three months since I heard you say I love youI've found that I can't live without hearing you say itI'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleepIt's not easy being, it's not easy beingI was fine for the momentBut for the last three months I've been brokenNow I can't face my fearsI'm running scaredNow I can't face my fearsI'm running scared