Not Feeling Up Lyrics

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down

I don't hold it all together
All of the time
Mangled on a mound of
Medicine for my mind
Even when it's sunny I look out
And find a cloud
At-the-end-of-every-rainbow I don't find gold
I try not to drown

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down

I may not have ever got it right
In my life
Been through all the motions
As I've tried not to die
Even when I'm told I'm doing well
I'm sad as hell
I've tried everything to shake it
But I can't break the spell

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down

Clearly I see lesser then I did
As a kid
Maybe I need oil for my third
Eyelid
Even when I'm running out of breath
You chip in
Pull me from the puddle
That I've puddled in

I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down
I'm not feeling up now
Not feeling up now
Can we get down