not right now Lyrics

I'll try, to make my life Ok.

I'll try, to look as happy as I can

I'll try, to do what they expect of me

But it's not that easy as it seems



I know that you depend on me

I'll try not to let down on you

But everything is coming at the same time

All those thoughts and memories

All those lies inside of me

I can see no trees in my wood

But if I could



Can I handle it?

Oh, can I live with it

No, can I help myself

If nobody else can do it for me

I want to be there for you

Cause that's also helping me

I want to be there for you and me



I dream to much

Oh I don't live my life like you do

Even I wish I could do it to

I day dream,

Always being in my mind

Search for answers I can't find

But still I'm gonna give it a try



My life, isn't like yours

I'll find, peace off course

Some day, some how

But not right now



All you people look at me

Tell me, what is it you see

My outside isn't different then yours

I will try to be Ok.

But that is just not my way

Tell me, is this the price I have to pay



I try to make things good

But is that what I should

Cause it will never go my own way

Listen what I have to say



Let me speak. Hear me out

I can't help it, that I shout

But this feeling inside,

Want to come out

Don't want to be in de crowd

But this time I'm loud

Now I know you hear me

But do you listen

Could you be



My life, isn't like yours

I'll find, peace off course

Some day, some how

But not right now

My life, isn't like yours

I'll find, peace off course

Some day, some how

But not right now

Some day, some how

But not right now

Not right now..