November Lyrics

once there was a time
i think it was november
i knew what i believed in
but now i don't remember
i'm becoming everyone
i didn't want to be
and i can't tell what's them
from what i think is me
but i'm gonna be alright
i just wanna be alone
i don't wanna get bitter
i don't wanna be cold
i just want things back
the way they were before
if i've got all i need
then why do i still want more?

when the autumn leaves
and the winter comes
the way the sunlight fades
it leaves me feeling numb
when everthing around you
starts to look alike
it's hard to tell the difference
between day and night
and i'm not what you want
not what you had in mind
i could try to please you
but i'd just waste my time
the reason i have changed
the reason i can't stay
is sometimes it's a dream
that can make you a slave

i can see it in my dreams
i can feel it in my bones
i've been down so long
but i'll rise from below
it's something i can't change
something i can't forget
'cause nothing brings you down
like regret