Odin Lyrics

Been so focused on myself that I didn't notice
I'm on a path all by myself man I feel like Odin
Sacrificing all my health just to see what's next
I need to see it for myself you could keep the rest
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I hate that I gotta make you turn up to earn a buck
Could be a master with the pen
But then that still won't be enough (Why?)
I hate that when I mention my faith they say it's lame
But if a mainstream artist do it that could be their claim to fame
I met an angel one time she said "You'll make it, you're fine"
Her face was divine and plus her fragrance was wine
She amazed me with rhymes
And showed me playing arenas while lawyers paying my fines
While I'm evading subpoenas
She say you could see heaven and be the one
You just got to have a message like 70-1
You just got to let the reverend only guide your heart on Sundays (Hey)
Let me take you down this one way (Hey)
I took one look at my past and couldn't ignore her
I need a map and a bag man I feel like Dora
She showed the road to my passion and moving forward
Of course I trust in the lord I mean sorta

I been so focused on myself that I didn't notice
I'm in the room all by myself man I feel like Otis
Sacrificing all my health just to see what's next
I need to see it for myself I don't need a check

So maybe I'm crazy
But I thought following God would mean I get bread on the daily
Not almost fall into poverty
I'm afraid I'ma fail, it's a facade you saw probably
On my IG unfollow me 'cause it's toxic I promise
I understand why they smoke or why they poppin' a molly
You prolly scarfing the toxins in your McDonalds and coffee
And then look down on them
Honestly just want to feel something other than
Fear and monotony
We just want to be loved