On the Up and Up Lyrics

Sometime two years ago, I fucking lost control
But since I'm older now, it's time to let it go

Just getting out of bed
It's one o'clock, not ten AM like I wanted it to be
I checked my phone and missed your call
And now I'll spend today alone because you left without me
Guess I never fail to disappoint
When you're counting on me to let you down
And I'll prove time and time again
Give me the chance and I'll let us both drown

I know there's something better, and I want it
I want it
And I might be a loser, but I'm done letting you down

You think I let it beat me, but I don't go down that easily
Won't just let this go
Can't think of a better way to test out my resolve
So I'll claw up from the bottom
From the bottom

Guess I never fail to disappoint
When you're counting on me to let you down
And I'll prove time and time again
Give me the chance and I'll let us both drown

I know there's something better, and I want it
I want it
And I might be a loser, but I'm done letting you down