Other Side Lyrics

I've been looking for forward for a life changing
Circle is getting smaller
I don't like strangers
Doctors got me on meds as a teenager
Homies morphing on me like the Green Ranger
I was running from something
Young I was was comming from nothing
In the last dribble on
I've gotten a hundred new cousin
I've been hanging with the valcher
And swimming with the sharks
Just to get the light
I had to go through the dark
I took advices and I turned it into strengths
Took me talents and I channeled all my angst
Took for granite all the beauty and pain
That's why I took haze and return it with a thanks
Every shit you can say to me
I've been living so crazily
I ain't slowing down
If you listen and then pray for me
Wouldn't change a thing
For the struggle or the pain
Cause everything I went through
That's what made me, me

I don't wanna think anything when living this life
I poisoning myself to see what it's like
Other side

Everybody go through pain
You gotta keep fighting
Wrestling a pen every time that I'm writing
Every dollar in my pocket
Was [?] by being righteous
If you never been through a struggle
We don't have no a likeness
I've never hype shit tell it how it is
Lost family and friends to the shady ass business
Everything I'm drinking on the rocks I don't miss shit
Momma told me if ain't broke don't fix it
Use to care about what people think
I'm just living my life
Excuse me get loose when I'm sipping this wine
It's always been something that make me feel different inside
I use to run from it and know I'm embracing the ride
Started losing my family
Started losing my grip
Now I'm making more
Then my teachers who told me to quit
Use to rock a couple shirts with some dirty as kicks
I don't even pack bags when I going on trips

I don't wanna think anything when living this life
I poisoning myself to see what it's like
Other side

Establishing your foundation
Building that fucking house before you get there
I know a lot of these clowns
Who race to the top
And they are there, there killing it
Got millions of dollars, millions of this, millions of that
Whatever the fuck it is.. stats
But at the end of the day man
When that wave is out
No one gives a fuck
You might have money for the answer
To continue your life
But your not going [?]
Your not going to die from a legend

I don't wanna think anything when living this life
I poisoning myself to see what it's like
Other side