Out on the Island Lyrics

Sit here alone most nights
Fighting with myself
Cheating on the mirror
'Cause I can't blame no one else
And these endless conversations
That go on inside my head
Go round and round so many times
'Til nothing quite makes sense

Out on the island
Don't have to fight the contradictions
And out on the island
Even the victim ends up winning

Long distance operator
Please connect me to the mainland
There's someone there
I hope I might understand
I don't have a ticket out here
Just enough determination
To keep myself from dying inside
'Til I reach Wonderland