pain in me Lyrics

Pain in Me

Tried so hard for people to like me but they all ignore me
or if try to talk they say I'm annoying
or I'm a retard
or I'm not that smart
thinking I had friends thinking I had family
but their all driving me crazy
but I act like it don't phase me
don't even have a lady
who can have my baby
cause no girl will date me
now lately
im thinkin maybe
they all hate me

but you'll never see
the pain in me
cause I'll never show
so you'll never know
cause I'll never show
the pain in me
you'll never see

sitting in my room thinking bout the past
it went by so fast
some of its been a blast
some of its been a drag
since I was called hurtful names
but I'm the one to blame
since I said you can call me what ever
and people think their clever
taking my inch going a mile
but still on my face you'll see a smile

you'll never see
the pain in me
cause I'll never show
so you'll never know
cause I'll never show
the pain in me
you'll never see

I sit and I stand
and hold my head
since I cant go to bed
and dream of paradise
cause when I open my eyes
I see I'm in hell
cant you tell
every one around me
always fucking
always sucking
always judging
see if you don't have money
they'll fuck you over
or if you do
they'll suck up to you
and they look
and judge you like a book

you'll never see
the pain in me
cause I'll never show
so you'll never know
cause I'll never show
the pain in me
you'll never see

I'm kind I'm sensitive
my mind is limited
with hurts and pains
driving me insane
always wanting fame
or to be the same
as some one with a great life
a house a car some kids a wife
sounds so nice
that's what I want to be like
and even though I'm white
I want to rap since I cant dance or sing
but to the tables you'll see what I bring

you'll never see
the pain in me
cause I'll never show
so you'll never know
cause I'll never show
the pain in me
you'll never see