Paradise In My Mind Lyrics

I want my thoughts in the heavens
Almost bright and clean
Wash myself of the burdens
Shed my past, all I feared
Gut my thoughts with purpose
My actions follow in turn
Triumphant, glorious
Will be the things returned

Let the dreams of my spirit
Be given strength and fly
Lighten up my heart
Dwelling in darkness
I guess I was going to hell

Will heaven finally let me in?
Or am I stuck spinning in circles again?
My hands always so hesitant
'Cause damn, your heart takes so long to mend

Some words of compassion
Sweetness, all love's kiss
May my words bring comfort
My everyone I've blessed
On my being, yours were divine
Every atom, vibrates in time
To the rhythm I'd sing
A melody sublime
If this light reflects what's inside
Every consequence and action, mine
I will walk for glory
I'll find it in my mind
(In my mind)

Will heaven finally let me in?
Or am I stuck spinning in circles again?
My hands always so hesitant
'Cause damn, your heart takes so long to mend

Through the storm at worst
The sun appeared
Since you paid the [?]
I'll keep it clear
It's harder than last time
It's just a matter of time
And now we're reaching heaven
My paradise in my mind
(Paradise in my mind)

Will heaven finally let me in?
Or am I stuck spinning in circles again?
My hands always so hesitant
'Cause damn, your heart takes so long to mend