Perfect Lyrics

I know they all:
Can smile with perfect teeth
Got knives to rip off my skin
Are living in this toxicity
I know they all

I know they all will turn their backs on me
Give me a reason
So I can trust you
Iâ??m trying hard
But cannot change anything
About the way
I am

The world I live
In here is getting cold
I watch the leaves fall down
Watch myself growing old
Iâ??d like to sleep all the time
But itâ??s hard to ignore
It would be easier if I knew what I am fighting for

The way I am
Everything's disordered
The way I am
In this poor world
The way I am
Everything's disordered
The way I act
In this poor world

I thank you all
For beating and dissing me
For shouting and pissing at me
For being such grateful enemies
For being a comprehensible symmetry