Pushing From You Lyrics

When it seems
Everyday used to be so well
I'm taken back by the insights you want me to tell
When it seems
I forgot about the shadow of your secrets
Falling over and over until I'm broken into pieces
But this is not the way I want us to be
So I'm
(Giving up on your truth)
This is not the life you promised for me
Now I'm

Pushing myself from you
(No, no holding back)
I want to confront your abuse from what pain may come
(No, no holding back)
Let me inhale my breath before I leave on the run
(No holding back)
Easing the wounds of some for the sake of none
(No, no holding back)
The hardest part is to forgive
The hardest part is to forgive what you've done

And you would suspend everyone close to me
Sending messages to my head for who I'm suppose to be
And I would lie down only for me to find out
That I was listening just to run out my time now
And now you think this is the way it will work
But I'm
(Giving up on your truth)
The more you scatter me in the dirt
The more you'll find yourself hurt
Cause I'm

Pushing myself from you
(No, no holding back)
I want to confront your abuse from what pain may come
(No, no holding back)
Let me inhale my breath before I leave on the run
(No holding back)
Easing the wounds of some for the sake of none
(No, no holding back)
The hardest part is to forgive
The hardest part is to forgive what you've done

I never wanted you to run from me
I didn't think that what I dreamed
Was what this would come to be
Forget this

I never wanted you to run from me
I didn't think that what I dreamed
Was what this would come to be
Forget this

I never wanted you to run from me
I didn't think that what I dreamed
Was what this would come to be
Forget this

I never wanted you to run from me
I didn't think that what I dreamed
Was what this would come to be
Forget this

You
(No, no holding back)
I want to confront your abuse from what pain may come
(No, no holding back)
Let me inhale my breath before I leave on the run
(No holding back)
Easing the wounds of some for the sake of none
(No, no holding back)
The hardest part is to forgive
The hardest part is to forgive what you've done