Reaching Lyrics

I'm at the bottom
Here I lie at the bottom of this pool of self-destruction
It's pitch black, the surface is nowhere in sight
Got too close to the edge this time.
I turned my back on everyone
Abandoned all I care for most in life...
I'm at the bottom
Reaching, pleading, God please save me
My excuses have run out
Now it's clear which path to fear
It's just too late now...
I'm at the bottom
I recall taking off integrity
Jumping in the shallow end of pleasure full of others like me
The I ran along the slippery edge of deceit
Until I slipped and hit my head on the way down...
I'm at the bottom
Reaching, pleading, God please save me
My excuses have run out
Now it's clear which path to fear,
Which path brings tears now...
I'm at the bottom
What have I done?
What have I become?
A rotting empty vessel, locked from the inside.
Will I survive? Can I revive?
Will I unlock my heart and change this time?