Sad and Dark Lyrics

Sad and dark is all I feel
Nothing can me make me well
Never had much luck
Try to watch things change
But nothing happened and everything is still the same

Drink and eat is all I've done
The bulk of it is done away from the sun
Waiting for high tide to take me into the ocean
Where I'll be free and will lose all emotion

Blind and lost is all I've come to known
Nothing will be different
Watching the same show
No hope and can't get myself out
Of this hole that is full of my doubt

Seeing everyone thrive makes it worst
Their empathy is my thirst
To get better from every mistake
But nothing happens I'm still the same

Young and old at the same time
I look back to my younger life
Where things were so clear
As I slowly start to disappear