Scarred Lyrics

reminiscence of the past brings a smile
friends come and go with every mile
these painted pictures in my head won't fade away
the colors seem brighter to me with every day

where's my heaven where's my hell?
let me out of this cold dark cell
i scrape the blood off my bones to tell you how i feel
abandoned and deprived of knowing what is real

fantasy infatuation
my heart is possessed
emotional mutilation
my mind grows grotesque

love is an indistinct illustion
for those who will never see
your separated from reality
by ignorant confusion just like me

i'll never be who you want me to be.