Searchin' Lyrics

(Verse 1)
now portland shout outs
lets give toast to the homies locked down
and hopefully i succeed by the time yall get out
so many problems in this little journey of life
we all fucked up as kid and try to go n make it right
its funny on how it turns when we all get old
its like (something)
but sometimes
we gotta make a move to make it happen
i gave up everythang just to try to make it rappin
whatever it takes to make it
ima give my all
be best at what i do
and always come and bring it hard
understand that im coming from the gutter
only person thats there for me
is my loving mother
so take your time to see
and take your time to listen
try to put you in my mind
so you people can envision
how this life that im livin
gets so cold that i shiver
and im prayin everynight hopin for things to get better
so we searchin for way
we searchin for a place
we searchin for a break so i know you can relate
we all just searchin

(Chorus)
im searchin for my life
where everythangs gonna be alrite
everyday, everynight
everyday, everynight

(Verse 2)
sometimes i feel like my people dont accept
all alone in my room feelin so neglected
why do i think this way why do i feel this way
always wondered if everybodys
been real with me
maybe if im wrong then i hope you understand
gettin jumped while yo homies watchin makes you deeply mad
so i watch for these phonies
that sayin they down for me
when im slippin i call them they too busy to come around
so many questions but yet no anwsers
all i know is to be real
and hope everything comes the way i plan to
im takin chances
in this life that seems so hopeless
i cant be weak
got to be strong and keep my focus
i know this game is twisted
but i keep my ambitions
open your eyes keep your dream alive
and strive just to make it
if you want it go get it
dont let these people tell you u cant get it
stay committed
if they dont want you
do it independant
be self made
takin control of how this game is played
makin your own moves to get payed
so keep on searchin

(Chorus)
im searchin for my life
where everythangs gonna be alrite
everyday, everynight
everyday, everynight

(Verse 3)
now take the time to see my vision
and understand and listen
try to make it to a better and higher proposition
in this game ima still rise high, regardless
all this bullshit in my life i block it out and discard it
hopin to be one of the hardest to grab the mic
and rock it as a musician
my music makes me to be an artist
in my heart
only few can understand where im coming from
strugglin everyday but thats to try to be number 1
keepin the dream alive the only thing that i have
i feel that i can take but its just so hard to grab
no giving up now
stand tall and never fall down
whatever that these people say
ima still go round for round
the years of hard work, of writin and cursin
these people dont even know me
but they all wanna hurt me
but i still find my way
to overcome these thangz
next chapter in this book so im flippen the pages
its a life story that goes on n on
and everybody just searchin for their own
and im still searchin

(Chorus)
im searchin for my life
where everythangs gonna be alrite
everyday, everynight
everyday, everynight