Self-Loathing Lyrics

I didn't have the heart to tell you.
I didn't have the lines to convince you.
I didn't have the brain to understand

And that's why I need you more than ever
'Cause I'll take it personally every time.

Wanna smash every mirror in every bathroom of your house
'Cause you're ashamed of who is always looking back?
Wanna smear mud on every surface reflections bounce off of?
You don't have to look, you could always live inside.

And that's why we never looked at you,
'Cause the self-loathing never stops and it's tying you in knots.

It's tying you in square knots you'll never undo.
We'll never learn to see things for what they are.