Self Destruction Is My Middle Name Lyrics

i want to live in black and white
but nothing ever goes right.
i want my goals to be in sight
but if i want it, i have to fight

i wish that i could be alone
long enough to find some hope
i wish i could learn to love myself
and if i do i cant have any help

pulling names out of a hat
sucking blood out of a bat
pulling names out of a hat
sucking blood out of a bat


tell us all how it feels
to move so much
while standing still
tell us all whats it like
to love so much
but hate your life


i want to break away and leave
and find some time to finally breathe
i want to love enough to believe
that this life i live is a dream

i wish i that everyone could see
that no ones ever believed in me
i wish someday that i will be
happy and finally free


pulling names out of a hat
sucking blood out of a bat
taking youth out of a fountain
stealing truth out of a mad man

tell us all how it feels
to move so much
while standing still
tell us all whats it like
to love so much
but hate your life

tell us all how it feels
to move so much
while standing still
tell us all whats it like
to love so much
but hate your life