Sick Of Confidence Lyrics

I wish I couldn't remember
Half as well as I do
The things that you promised
Things that never came true
I wish I knew how to shut down
Get away from myself
I wish that I could erase this
Become something else
But I'll never forget this
And it's pullin' me down
I wonder if they'll notice
When I'm not around
I'm through with the winter
I'm done with the spring
I'm sick of confidence
I'm sick of everything

I wanna give you a gift
In a box with a bow
A tag that say not to open
'Til you know what I know
And wait 'til I'm buried
To tear it to bits
Take a look in the mirror
To see if it fits
I wanna give you a present
In a box with a bow
And if it looks to be empty
Well that's all that I know