Simulacrum Lyrics

i want to sleep but im scared of my mind
and of tomorrow when i will find
myself in love again with a mystery
a beautiful lady who will never be
there is no use in constant pain
when it wont let you disappear in vain
i want to cut my head open to see whats inside
let it come out make it hide
cause im sick of being fooled everytime
sick of choking on cerebral slime
illusion takes over without an approval
it leaves me confused and medieval
waking up in my own sweat
a prisoner of my own damn bed
this has to stop this has to quit
mentally i wont survive this shit


Dreams are made of imagination
then why do they provide salvation
a memory i never had
is fucking up my entire head