Sinphony Of Sick Lyrics

Verse 1 Makin precision incisions, with it this talent Im givin Didnt know how to keep livin so I just started the killin Sick in the head when Im sinnin ILLin infectin Im stickin My knife in you and I'm grinnin sittin and thinkin of quitin But I continue my mission listen to voices here within Sayin its just the beginning dont know whats really pretendin Its hard to decide when the mind is divided and hided From the reality battleing the evilness inside of me My mind is it dieing, Im crying Im trying not to lose it Confusing abusing Im bruising your skull until its oozin Im choosin my weapon Im gettin Im settin Im lettin aggresion set in and then it just headin to my nerve endin's Awww, cant take the pain no more stain the floor with blood guts and crazy gore waiting for the day god repays me for All the sinful things I did that he hates me for Uh Verse 2 This disease has me blinded and I cant see the light Live in darkness while my sanity continues to fight With little bit I have left I use it to blend With this fucked up society that lied to me again I have a hatred for the world I cant describe I've strive to stay alive but its hard to survive Darken my eyes from all the insomnia I suffer Cant sleep for weeks and it keeps gettin tougher The more I dont rest the more Im gettin depressed And obsessed with the sight of another persons death I regret what I did and its just too late I even ate human steaks and eyeballs like grapes Its a big mistake, but the mind knows know boundaries Its been years and still the police never found me Astounding with technology and forensics And experts and people who have these sixth senses I guess it's depression that I have Gods blessin If he wanted me to stop I would've seen some detectives Decrepid, Decayed, Morbid my brain Its all them things and its rotting away And starting today, Im gonna try and stop all the killing Aw, who'm I kiddin? Its only the beginning I like to cuttem open and see what makes them tick And rhyme about it like this cuz it makes you sick verse 3 My sinphony, conjures up images of misery Picture thee crime scene photos of the grisley Ax I portray on a day to day I came to say, I wont stop till this pains away My brains decayed, and eating at my thoughts I can feel it Theres a rat inside my head knawing at my spirit I can hear it, chewing on my cerebral cortex Crawling its way tryne to 'scape outta my forehead Your all dead, zombies try to walk amoung the living As Im sitting theres a choir in my mind and its singing An orchestra of madness, sinphony of sickness Philharmonic killness, Nirvana when I feel this Melodic and I feel bliss, Skitzophrenic realness Im unstoppable horrible and Im fearless My lyrics are a cry for help cant you hear this Im a danger to society and Im careless A tickin time bomb just waitin to detonate So get it straight, I dont rap about my jewelry and escalade Im swept away by the evil that some how got into me Years from now you'll see its pathetic in my sinphony