Spider-Crawling Lyrics

Am I breathing? Am I bleeding?
Torn from me again.
So deceiving. So misleading.
Hurting you again.
One more try, I swear to change.
Another lie, I plead insane.
Am I breathing? So misleading.
Torn from you again.

I can't believe the mess I've made.
Just so you'll forget me.
Brought to tears everyday.
Just to make you hate me.

You should hate me, but you love me.
So messed in the head.
Barely alive, I won't deny.
The thoughts in my head.
Don't forgive me, I don't deserve.
Don't believe me, you will get hurt.
Barely alive, but you love me.
So messed in the head.

I can't believe the mess I've made.
Just so you'll forget me.
Brought to tears everyday.
Just to make you hate me.

Let my heart go.
It's broken beyond repair.
I've hurt you so.
Now there's nothing there.
Full of rage.
Full of hate.
Full of pain, all the same.
Let my heart go.
It's broken beyond repair.
I've hurt you so.
Now there's nothing there.
Full of rage.
Full of hate.
I had to hate you so you won't stay.