Stars & Scars Lyrics

I feel cold and don’t dare to look beside
and my clothing doesn’t stand the rain
The wisdom keeps me drowning in atrocious delight
Whence the strength to reach the end of the night
and feel blood in my veins again?
Just to feel I’m still alive again.

I allayed all my fears and left the anguish behind
If I could only brave the uncertainties
The day is dying like the faith in my mind
How to replace the blame and say the fate was unkind
and make it able again to breathe?
Just to deliver me from disease.

I’m staring at this palace of rust,
the seedy rooms, expired and stale
the shattered yearning in the dust
from he who dared to withstand the gale

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We had sleepless nights and switched off lights
made dreams come true and woke up blue
got low and high and drunk and dry
saw burned down stars left everlasting scars.

I console myself by saying I’m free as a bird
although without you I could never be free
To express what I feel now there’s no suitable word
And I’m so sorry that I wanted to have never heard
that you suffer just like me.
But it’s too late for an apology.

I’m staring at this palace of rust,
the seedy rooms, expired and stale
the shattered yearning in the dust
I am fed up with this fairy tale

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